autobiography superficiial and distradted pleios dont read

Alright so let's start with explaining how we got to this point, it's 00:08 right now 10th December and the feeling that would best describe, sorry, the WORD that would be best at explaining what I am feeling would be IMPULSE, the sudden urge to do anything, the only thing differentiating an impulse from a want is the thin line of irrationality, but how do we discern? What is the sacred IR normalising any action? 

We conform to pre-existing notions of normalcy- is the type of direction where this post would exactly not be going in, as I started typing out the first few lines of this humble and very cool post I decided on not going back to correct and phrasing except changing the word I am currently on, however that did not work out as I hoped because of the innate reflex to change what's wrong, fix the broken, mend the bend, and any other subtle double entendre type line you can piece together, but what I want you to focus on my dear reader is that throughout this post which is hardly 10 lines right now where I want from - TYPEFASTER to TYPESMARTER to WHATDOITYPENOW  I now notice that there's a typo in the previous line but I won't go fix it because it hurt me when I fixed the other parts, well hurt is a strong word, but I did not like it. DIslike and disidon'tlike. 

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Maybe the entire meaning or purpose or any other synonym/word which could explain the empty vessel of a post this is is that we are

bound by our habits, we try to break free but the habits are a part of who/whom?? we are, it defines us, it is what others use to segregate you into different pre-defined stereotypes which have existed since forever with no concrete evidence of origin except for blind speculation. That's what speculation is, assuming, anticipating, based on what you feel, your gut feels, you mind feels, what your fuzzy little deeply encased blood pumps.

What we know if so little, I don't know either, I am just abusing the privellege I have received as a person of legally responsible age who knows he just mispelled privellege because of the underline appearing right under the word for some reason, the underline, it just sits there not highlighting but still attracting the eye, the kind of thing a few of us crave, I know I do, you don't want to be bold but still want to be seen, being a part of the crowd and still be different but in the end, that line, why is it here, 

why can't privellege be spelled like this, you understand exactly what it means even after knowing it's a typo, it is an acceptable irregularity, so we overlook this little mistake but if it were spelled in a different manner, privalege we don't turn a blind eye, we look at it, we analyze it, we scrutinize it, so as long as we stray a little bit, as long as the deviancy is a minor irregularity it can be forgiven ?