15 mins

 Alright so

today we are going to speedrun

honestly on the way home from college i did a lot

of thinking, actually if we really look at it, i started when the two left, I tried to keep myself busy so I don't start thinking about anything else, but after a while you find the obvious lying right in front of you, like the mess that is ___ 

this one's interactive yes, fill in the blanks, punctuation is taking a hit today, but I have to skip a few minor cracked tiles on the floor for the sake of doing this within 15 minutes, so far I took the last 4 minutes trying to reach here.

Onwards we go, I was talking about how we don't want to think, how we avoid thinking, we avoid letting IT take a hold of us, for reference lets go biblical today.

An idle mind is the devil's workshop

The second you let go of all the things you have in front of you to distract you, to help you not do you, the innate just flows, it flows and takes control over your body. Nothing good ever comes out of a person who is allowed to be themself, particularly because we do what we do because we can, and if we figure out what we want to do our faith in the popular belief just skyrockets,

people are inherently evil

when we think about it most people commit crimes unplanned, they simply act on instinct, impulse and urge when the right circumstance presents itself, we all have different thoughts, or maybe they are all the same, we could be a hive or not at the same time, we see changes around, favourable events, right after a thought sometimes don't we, and then end up thinking if we really are under surveillance, is this all a simulation, because, the UNs really beat the not UNs in terms of frequency, more bad happens than the good?

It could be our perception or our standard raises with every good event, with each better event what we have experienced becomes a worse event,

a common phrase rephrased, repeated, reproduced a lot is, just because what you have is the bare minimum and are satisfied with it does not mean you don't deserve anymore, so keep striving to get better, because you - deserve better

or don't

how do you know you deserve something or don't, you don't know about what a person feels, you know nothing of the factors influencing, the degree to which they influence, you know nothing of the part you have been playing even when you are not active, you are a participant just by existing, you are a factor, you matter?