passion, I don't know much about ppassion , I am actually typing this with my eyes so I have no cluee, I forgot to type closed earlier actually

let's start over, I will let my hand and brain do the work this time and keep my eyes closed throughtout this blog starting now,

I didn't, the second I decided to jump on to the next word I forgot where the letters where. Nevertheless we are going to give this another try.

Alright, lets do this shit now. So , I am typing with my eues closed and I have no clue how this wil turn out hopegully it doens;t suck entirerly . 
With my eyes closed my only support is myun  muscle memory and it evidently is laging a lotm oe lacking , I don't know which one I prefer. I don;t know anything, I don;t know what is passsion, it has been wau too long since I have been passionate for anything, the flame has been extunguisged long afo, and where we stand now is nothing but a birned out campfire where o other creatures come for warmth, the ffading warmth, nnorging is better than fading warmth, it comforts you and at the same time fleets, leaves yout embrace, reminding tou all the while how important it is, it's value.

I have opened these eyes of mine again and honestly this attempt wasn't half bad, it kept me interested long enough and now I feel like I can write a lot more, I guess you can force passion, or is this faking it?
I haven't been entirely truthful in this post but we will get to that part later since if I skip to the main crap that shouldn't even be mentioned it wouldn't keep the rest of the post as colorful
colourful*

I got distracted there for a while and now we're back to square one, the colourful part may seem ironical to a few of you since, I don't possess the ability to capture the essence of colours. 

Alright I have come to the decision that we will leace this incomplete and still post it it doesn't matter how this ends up , I am sleepy right now but I don't wamnt to sleep righjt , now I donn
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it waht I know I don't eremvember anything I have been ramblong on and on, kt seemed nice laaa You asked about waht I was passionate for and i haven't been average wanker in along long t but if i had to tell the truth I have been fantasizing laterly, I have been smnitten and I missed this feeling a lot, the urge the righusgh i missed it allm I don'r want to  let this feeling die and i am workinf iwirh i5saa

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