Avengers Assemble

this is the 7th attempt at today's post
I began this thing by 1 AM and now it's 4:28 AM
I want to go to sleep but also I don't
A lot of things happened today but I won't talk about them because I sort of already did in previous drafts of this post

You must be wondering why stay up at this hour for a blog post barely anyone would read but believe me when I say this
Same 
I don't know why I'm here typing out all this crap, i told myself I'll post daily and this is me trying to do that but man THIS IS SO EXHAUSTING
Trying to hold on to just one thought one thought that I can write on is tough 

The mind is like a bead box
A box full of beads placed on the edge of a tabletop
Now, with a nudge this box can fall off with all the beads scattered all over
These beads represent our thoughts, they are now everywhere on the floor and it's complete chaos
We try to pick them up but they are so fucking tiny that a lot of the times when we try to gather them they slip right through our fingers 
And then there are ones which somehow end up finding their way into every small opening so you can't even spot them not to mention the worst ones which are spread all over the floor all pointy and you end up stepping on them :_; they hurt a lot 

The only way you can actually avoid the whole disaster is if you manage to stop that nudge, but how exactly does on do that ? 
(Actually asking i don't even know what I'm saying this blog has turned into shitposting) 

Alright i don't know what else to say it's now 4:44 AM i don't know what time sunrise is but i want to stay up for it if I manage to stay awake till then and see the sunrise I'll show you tomorrow ;) 

Also surely this must be no surprise but the reason why today's post is Avengers Assemble is v 
See you tomorrow, I'll write more tomorrow so that you can complain about it and just skim through instead of actually reading the post (not like I'm assuming you have been actually reading the post all this while😳) 

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